Oneness Experiment-Last few days

I'm definitely doing this experiment again in January. The alchemy it has created in my life is powerful. Very. Near instantaneous sometimes.

Case in point. Yesterday, I found myself in that sweet moment before you actually wake up and found a thought going through my head. The general gist was "lead and I will follow," a reaching out to God. Two second later (no kidding) my alarm went off to get up for church. No kidding. Ok, I'm off to church. Now, for some people this would be a normal Sunday event. It's been a while since I've actually been at services. A couple of months actually. Weekends are often work times for me and I don't always get there. The message was clear: go to church.

Ok. I love the snooze. Anyone else? After this fun answer to prayer, I lingered in the warm quilt for another moment or two, thinking about my day ahead. "I could use a little help with my income, if you don't mind," I found myself thinking. Not ten minutes later (again, no kidding) I get a call from my caroling "booker," Bud. "Debbie is sick today. Can you take her gig?" I explained that I already had a gig that afternoon but the schedules were ok that I could do both if that was ok with him. No problem. Thank you, Universe!

Ok. That's two.

Today I was working on my Oneness journal, diligently answering the questions at the end of the day's reading. The last question was to finish the statement "The intimacy of Oneness I long for is..." and I wrote "...a confident, loving connection with others. I long for the reassurance that I make a difference and am of value to others. I know I have inherent value on the planet. The next level is to constantly be in the question, "How can I contribute here?" About 10 minutes after I wrote that I got a call from a friend. Again, no kidding, who said, "I just want you to know that you make a difference." No kidding. I read him what I wrote and he just laughed. "Cool," he said.

I'm getting my hair cut and colored on Friday. I have no idea where the money is coming from for this. Yet I know without a shadow of a doubt that I will have the money. I've made a commitment to be there and can see myself in the chair feeling GREAT about the way I look with my new "do." It will happen. I don't have to know how. The "how" is none of my business, as Edwene Gaines says.

Thank you, Spirit, for always loving me and taking care of me. I am willing to accept the good that is waiting for me. My arms are open!!

Pam